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What Made Me the Way I Am

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good evening everyone good evening what a great night so as you all can tell by the title of this video i’m going to go into many things that make me the way that i am so many bothered men ask me this question and so i thought i can address it what made me this way what makes us women the way i am um like people really have to ask what made you that way what do you think oh by the way hi members hi members i hope y’all got my com my members message on youtube about the exclusive i let you guys know last night level up solid perfumes i alerted my members first so they had a chance to go and get the new scents this one is called victorian gardens and it is a daytime scent and then i have nocturnal gardens which is a nighttime scent and i i did the solid perfumes because it’s just much easier to ship and you can take them anywhere very small travel travel size so and they smell really good you can put them in your hair on your clothes on paper to send your letters or whatever just 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who we have become that’s what i’d say i’m not blaming anyone for the way i am i really like the way that i am so whatever got me here to this point and how i think i never regret that’s why everyone always asks me well do you have any regrets nope [Music] so what’s up this is i think this is why so many people keep um keep wondering why um so many people have regrets so many people want to do something different change change who they are you can’t you can try but the you that has been created by all of your circumstance is always going to be there so stay gather all the knowledge that you have gotten from all of your experience and make it work for you um i’m the way that i am because of my experiences and the people that have you know been part of my life whether temporary permanent or semi-permanent i am the way i am because my own free will and the people that i interact with and the experiences that i have had so you said giving you giving too damn much made you the way that i am how else are you going to know not to give too much in the future i’d rather give too much would i have less than give too much when i have more don’t don’t you think you better learn why you ain’t got a lot to give yeah that way you know for your future don’t do that that’s not right you practicing over there okay that was practice for the for the big leagues so that’s why i don’t regret it because i was gonna learn it then or i’m glad i learned it then rather than learning it in the future now i know you see so never regret it look you get you is nice so you can learn what nice do you was nice because you all learn what oh well i’m only gonna see this good side of this person now you see that good side of that person okay did the good stay good i don’t know but at the same time you’re learning those lessons you can’t buy you can’t buy those lessons who’s going to teach you that i mean i can tell you about it but how you going to believe it so now the good never stay good the good never stay good the bad never stay bad let’s all circle you chasing yourself baby okay i told sasha to chase herself and she was like doing like this i said no chase yourself she started running in a circle i said there you go um chase yourself you’ll be running in a circle run away from yourself you’re gonna be running in a circle counterclockwise so never regret and never run away from yourself and never chase yourself that’s what i’ve learned be who you are be happy with who you are be happy of all the experience that you have be happy the way you have become it’s for a reason you just didn’t become this way by accident you have a purpose and a role to fulfill you’re supposed to be the way you are the reason why is either to learn and improve it yourself or to remain as you are because that’s who you are supposed to be i know i’m supposed to be this way i’m not supposed to be nice i’m i mean i’m nice but i’m not supposed to be too nice i’m supposed to say what i need to say when i need to say it i’m not supposed to be quiet all the time unless it’s appropriate to be quiet at that time i’m not i’m i’m supposed to know when to talk and when to shut up i’m supposed to tell people the same thing i’m supposed to make mistakes i’m supposed to learn from my own mistakes i’m supposed to do all those things and i’m telling you from experience when is enough enough when a man keeps acting like a fool when they drop dead of a heart attack i guess i don’t know but at the same time what is enough for you may be enough for the not be enough for the next person or maybe too much for the next person so how many men did you date before you found girls to me sprinkle sprinkle i don’t i don’t remember um if i followed my own advice that i hadn’t given yet i was probably only 20 21 so i didn’t have advice to give at that time because i was so young but definitely i definitely paid attention to what other people were doing that were getting what they wanted to get yeah i was learning from others that’s what i was doing [Music] you said shame on you women shame on you man yeah look at take one to make one sprinkle sprinkle take one and make one anyway i’m not ashamed i’ll never be ashamed why would i be ashamed it is 2021 okay it is 2021 it is 2021 in the year 3000 we are still going to be uh shaming women for how many men that it’s lit with we’re gonna have time travel uh wakanda healing beds and we still gonna be shaming women for how many men they sleep with shoot it is 2021. shame on the men there you go he said go shame your mama should you answer man he asked you what you’re doing on the weekend when you have a date with when you have a date with others girls say you doing something that’s expensive oh i’m going sailing this weekend with my friends let’s say that girl say that even though you ain’t just or i might be going sailing with my friends if i don’t get i might be going sailing with my friends i haven’t made up my mind yet that means if you if you ask me to go out you better ask quit because i can be sailing okay you go yo one opportunity you better not mess it up that’s that’s how you do that money opportunity and lazy made you that way exactly lazy lines highnesses eins i can’t read that word no um losing faith in certain people learning that people are not who they say they are has made me this way basically life experience and liars has made me the way that i am um as most children learn the hard way adults lie people lie and that they’re [Music] the world is not what they thought it was there you go so that’s all it’s nothing in particular it’s simply losing faith in people having less expectations disappointment all those things that most people go through makes us the way we are i’m it made me the way that i am for sure um but at the same time it made me stronger and more confident so i don’t regret it and i don’t i don’t feel like i should change unless i choose to change unless um there are i think as people get older they change into a nicer person because they stop expecting so much out of other people they stop looking at other people as they’re um supposed to do this or that or they’re supposed to fulfill a certain role then they start looking more within so that’s more when you get old older but right now i think i’m at the age where i’ve learned what i’ve learned i don’t regret what i’ve done i’m taking the experiences and making them work for me and teaching other people how to get through certain things and how to build their confidence back up and how to do whatever they need to do next you know how to get back up so i feel many people many many many men ask always what made you the way you are what’d you think mickey mouse uh cartoons no what do you think just like when you ask me what made you a player what made you this way most of the time sadly it’s not going to be other women it’s going to be another friend or peer pressure or something like that so what is the sign you know you’re over it um well you don’t think about it whatever it is when you just oh well when you’re like oh well and on to the next thought men in their 30s just want yeah yup so how do you know if you over it in your heart um if you don’t if you don’t think about it or feel anything about it anymore it’s just like well what’s next are you saying what’s next like the drake song you did what do i think about benefit 2.0 i don’t mm-hmm we we end up like this partially from seeing how men dog these chicks out and women give their all walk away and with nothing for real for real and when they walk away with nothing a lot of the times here’s here’s the thing women who walk away with nothing this is what i’ve learned through talking to women who have done this like literally with money and uh they walk away with nothing to prove a point because they walk away with nothing and they don’t have a way to get it back they done for real for real but if they do have a way to get it back or they already have it or don’t need what the man has they walk away to prove a point that i don’t need you you need me see or you needed me so it sadly leaves a bit of mental i don’t need you you need me in that man’s mind now i don’t suggest it you know get what you get but at the same time i i see why those women leave without wanting anything from those men because what they’re really trying to say is i don’t need you i don’t need anything that you can give me i don’t need nothing from you you actually needed me like the rihanna song you need me whatever so she’s like i don’t need your little chump change i got my own way and yes it may seem masculine to you but maybe i just need a more masculine man i don’t even need your little monkey okay so sometimes that’s what it means but at the same time i’ll take your money if you gonna give it to me i’m taking it but at the same time i don’t need it that’s that’s what i’ve learned a lot of women are like oh i don’t need nothing from him and then that’s true get what you can get while you’re with them then when you leave you don’t really need nothing at all because you can build yourself sprinkle sparkle look i don’t need you because i built my cells if you talk about how to deal with anxiety low self-esteem when dealing with high value man i’ll deal with great value walmart um think of them as great value walmart exactly because it’s walmart it’s not high value babies great value so what you’re thinking how you gonna have anxiety and low self-esteem if you’re dealing with somebody from walmart think about it like that oh walmart and draped down sam’s club maybe it’s the same thing they have great value uh that’s how i’m going to think about it not as a high value because if i’m going to use the word high i’m going to think you high on drugs because you’re not anywhere above me okay unless you can produce a child you ain’t no high value man woman okay woman is always the highest sorry i just that’s just the way it is um because they got a model sorry it’s just mean but it’s true so great value i’ll give you great value that’s all you’re going to get great greatest of the word value is a good word [Music] so my self-esteem is already high because i know that so know that and your self-esteem you have to be like katherine jackson i produced michael jackson and janet jackson and latoya the other ones as well tito jermaine jackie [Music] marlin did i name him yet uh ruby i had all them kids and look they all made look my self-esteem remains high oh randy i’m sorry for him excuse me randy feel like katherine jackson when when you hear mj or j janet jackson song on the radio that’s how you need raphael my children a man said that he wants to escort i’m not what would be a nice way to tell him invest well and then say he wants an escort give him the phone number to the escort service what you doing that’s what you’re looking for your google that stuff and send it right on over you know here you go basically just be very um keep your self-esteem up by knowing by knowing who you are there basically that’s it there’s no high value man over you there’s just a great value man that came from a woman somebody mama baby that’s all that there is sorry that’s how i will always think i’m so sorry it can’t change because that’s what it is how can i be heartless and careless and get what i want from men like they do us stop chasing yourself and what i mean by that stop running in a circle stop basically just stop pause go on strike if they’re not there to give you what you want then they don’t need to be speaking to you hey don’t listen put the radio on but the record song the cd on whatever you got for the digital put your title on whatever spotify whatever you got put that on don’t listen um it seems that when you ignore someone they try to get your attention more so can you be with someone without being truly yeah of course people are with people that they don’t feel that way about all people are in relationships that they don’t feel truly in love with all all the time everywhere so basically yeah duh some of y’all grew up with parents like that durrrr you said men do it all the time especially on tax season tax season roll around you won’t see a lot of that oh tax time i claim your kids [Music] clean uh can i flip your tax check no come on i want to buy you i want to take you on vacation with my own money that you gonna flip what how do you feel about male youtubers red pill teaching men up not to chase women alone validation um i don’t think men should uh i don’t think men youtubers teaching men about not chasing women’s alone validation um but it’s too obvious you know what i’m saying anybody with a iq over 75 will see that the man is not validating them on purpose because uh knowing that a man really wants sex and he’s not complimenting you or validating you means that he’s doing it on purpose so we already know if you ain’t thirsty you ain’t real sparkle sprinkle faking it so it wouldn’t work on somebody like me it might work on somebody else with low self-esteem but if you ain’t thirsty you faking and dodging because they call bacon can dodge you ain’t thirsty you ain’t even acting a little bit thirsty then it ain’t real i’m sorry no real straight man who asks you out on a date is not going to give you some type of validation unless they’ve been told not to and then you have to say oh they’re really trying hard to get me because they’re not validating me so they’re they really like me maybe so all it’s going to do is work in reverse if you ain’t complimenting me left and right you like me a lot a lot if you’re saying something rude you meant to say something nice but you have to cut yourself off and remember what that man said on that youtube channel because i really like this woman and i want her and i don’t want to have to chase her so you put in the extra work for me thank you so when you do that it’s just a dead giveaway did you remember day giveaway thank you for not validating me so that i know you really do want to validate me thank you for concealing and hiding your thirst i know it must be hard red red pill is a placebo baby sprinkle sparkle red pill man or placebo man he tried to guilt trip me for asking him to take better paying job for extra 6k we’d be to get off on our heels he’d pay for everything mostly low litters from well do you out earn him tell him it’s only a matter of time you better get on it all right have an ex ever came by and smashed you an x came by where my house [Music] i doubt it i doubt that they would want to do that you got banned from bumble trying to sell something i wasn’t i was practicing but then men on bumble suck girl if you if you try to sound like a gold digger people say that they will turn you in for that so you got to be extra pick me on there and then um come up with a scenario later if if they’re looking for something free they’re the ones that’s robbing you on here looking for free stuff that ain’t free then go dumpster dive sprinkle sprinkle well you looking for stuff free that ain’t free you better go dumpster dive what do you do when you look better than they think what do you do but what to do when you know you look better but they think they do i mean you can’t bring down someone else’s self-esteem let them think they look good if it ain’t broke don’t let them think they look good i don’t see it i don’t see a reason to bring down someone else’s fantasy of themselves because that might just be what’s getting them to the next step you never know maybe you may be like oh my goodness they ugly but they think they look good let somebody else tell them i haven’t tell okay don’t put in writing on a date site oh okay she’s helping you out whoever asks about bumble okay the guy i’m talking to his ex left him at the altar does this trauma feminize [Music] if she left him at the altar he was already feminized vegas brook sprinkle i don’t know what to tell you um honestly if you got left at the altar as amazed you already it’s too late how do you how do you state your needs early on and dating when is the ideal time to say i expect my partner to pay 90 of the bills in the very beginning like not the very beginning but you gotta you got to know who you’re dealing with first if you know they’ll say yes then the sooner the better if you don’t know wait a little bit you can see what you think that they’re gonna do then tell them but tell them earlier rather than later sure it’s a matter of time it’s funny you said that without much context on my question because i’m getting plastic surgery in october girl look you can’t make a man do what he don’t want to do he’s he’s right there where he wants to stay let him stay get your get your surgery do what you gotta do do whatever you need to do um don’t tell them again just be done with it um he the the idea that you want him to earn more is already out there so that’s all you have to do all you have to do is tell him you need more money it’s already in his mind it’s working on him go get your surgery he’s gonna think man she’s trying to little look on me and get me up out of the picture so she can go find somebody else that makes more money because better uh just let it sink in it’s in his mind he know what you want so you know being the way that i am definitely is good for um you know getting past stuff not taking things too seriously being able to laugh at yourself as well because i laughing at myself all the time you said hannah mon he is rich and he has everything but he has he’s kind of childish behaviors not just with me how can i make him come to me seriously i think he’s just playing around girl it’s been a long time since i dated anybody childish so i don’t know i don’t know how to date anybody childish i don’t i don’t know like i’ll be like huh or they would have had to be mature for their age and i i don’t know and become childish with them act stupid with them see how see how they like it sure would you entertain a sugar daddy that ghosted and treated you poorly if he tried coming back or would you chalk him the deuces oh he could he could um most of the time if someone ghosts you it’s for a reason and you can pay for forgiveness with cash app paypal um things like that you know but at the same time i won’t be taking that relationship seriously or i wouldn’t expect nothing in return except what i’m asking for and that would be that look for my money it’s always going to be a business by the end for my money for my money but no i would just ignore honestly if you it’s it’s kind of like a slap in your face like you’re not important enough to be remembered so you’re you’ve been ghosted where when does the a girl ghost a guy sometimes women do ghosts man they just keep coming trying to pop back up and they become a ghost for real and trying to haunt you okay because the women the women is like whatever it’s the man that can’t take the rejection on if you ain’t working out five to six days a week you simply aren’t serious about manifesting your beauty as long as possible are you are you exercising and working out five to six days a week jr are you serious about maintaining your beauty as long as possible sir who’s paying her to do that sprinkle sparkle first names last name thank you for inspiring me to live a little where uh don’t thank me yet babies right sprinkle you gotta do the leveling up first i’m just here giving you some words to help get you to that next level honestly i really the sprinkle sprinkle these men be always talking about these what women need to do are you doing it somebody paying you you wearing 800 miles last year and how much money did you earn and vanity sprinkle sprinkle you seen a guy who is rich and successful but he doesn’t want anything serious he knows i can go get somebody richer how do i make him want me more stop wanting him go get somebody richer um i i’d rather say i earned a certain amount of money let’s say i ran eight hundred miles baby sparkle 80 80k okay not enough well if you hadn’t been running 800 miles you could have made some more smart sparkle i wonder how much that girl you talking about made ma’am how much did you make last year because you weren’t busy trying to run 800 miles um yeah 80k is good if you don’t have kids or a wife but it’s not good when you’re trying to tell a woman how to maintain her beauty unless you’re a personal trainer like we don’t care you adk sprinkles what woman is going to get up and run 800 miles a year for 80k i don’t know it’s frankenstein because i know i’m now just look keep your little 80k i’m gonna keep my little i’m gonna keep my little stomach y’all have a good day um what are you on that treadmill for 80k i gotta maintain my beauty for 80k i’m i’m not making fun of 80k 80k is actually good for a single person um but what i’m saying it’s not going to get a woman on a treadmill sparkle sparkle all right yo live olivia said oh your friend said i’m wrong for accepting four hundred dollars from sugar daddy because he didn’t repay reply to my message thoughts he sent it to sparks it was no mistake it was for you to accept there was no note on it that says please reply was it all right but i’m just i’m just showing you guys that this is why i am the way i am you expect a woman to get about her bed even though women go through 10 times as much as men physically anyway you want her to put her physical appearance as a priority so she can attract a man who makes 80k um meanwhile there’s fat women out here making more money and dating men that make more money than that just saying do you know like honestly yeah having a good body looking beautiful looking good looking your best is going to be great for you health wise and beauty wise but still don’t guarantee you get in a van or a man with money because i know some skinny women that’s broke and working at burger king i don’t know personally but i see them okay and then i know some fat chubby women that’s living the way they want to what i’m saying is it don’t guarantee you anything you got to have more than that you got to have more than that i see skinny people working at walmart i see skinny people working it everywhere making a gas station stomach flat stomach on flat flat i’m sitting there jiggling and wiggling and i got nice nice things money bills paid okay so i don’t know and i and i say that because and it’s true just look just open your eye just open your eyes your daughter been watching you for five years she just told me to watch oh okay lava tell your daughter i said hey thanks for watching for five years how to turn the table on him how to turn the table on him don’t show up to the table baby just keep on waiting at the table but don’t ever go back there you go the best way is to just not return that way you don’t have to turn the table at all you just keep going wherever you was hitting why do some men want educated smart women so they can quit their job spring sprinkle and leave without worry of paying bills quick fasting in her at their own whim with no guilt okay it’s broken now i’m not saying you shouldn’t become educated or smart or get your money but you ask me why they want them they want them for that reason but then they don’t want them to be smarter than them themselves so they want their cake but they don’t want to eat the cake so basically they want you to be able to earn the money and be educated but they don’t want you to act educated and be smarter than them so i don’t know i want to learn to increase my intelligence because i am lacking in that area okay we’ll increase it you can increase your intelligence but at the same time is it going to be in something that they value as a man or something you value because some of the intelligence that you’re going to like if you’re gonna increase your intelligence in certain things is it gonna be something of interest to that man for me i’m gonna increase my intelligence in something that is beneficial for me and it’s still an increase in intelligence whether they like it or not they you know i’m looking out for me baby i’m not gonna be smart for them i’m being smart for myself a lot of women make the mistake of learning about something in order to impress a man i’m not going to learn something i don’t have a use for and are bored to death about to impress you i’m going to learn about something that’s going to benefit me and if you want if you’re not impressed then oh well shoot somebody else will be if you’re not impressed still oh well i’m not going to learn about something i don’t need or want wasting my time unless it’s beneficial for me and i truly like it i’m not gonna do it what would you do if you were a financially stable man but he also dependent on his mother what how are you going to be financially stable but also dependent on his mom that make no sense i have my own money but my mom’s gonna pay for everything hey your mom has ulterior motives of control then you can’t stand handsome man that they control me because i fall in love oh well then you better stop you better change your type then it’s not conversation starter for me but at some point they want to know what you do better make up something that don’t make a lot of money but still sound like a good decent career that is more noble you know what i’m saying do you think 19 year olds should be sugar babies i mean what do i think like i can’t stop them dude do you think 19 year olds should be strippers they be stripping the man wasn’t supposed to be prettier than you ladies true i like them to think i’m go i’m on my way to millions i’m just not there yet oh really hard foot without coming off needy and awkward but not flirting at all just be there they like you though approach if they give you a compliment you can give them one back you say you need hate hands of me and hypnosis get you some wrong prescriptions contacts girl yo i’ll be a blur go go online order some contacts and just type in any number and when they ship my stick them in when you arrive on your date make sure you can see the shadow in the outline that’s important some guy who’s 43 helped you furnish your apartment go on trips here and there and send you cash he sent you just sent him an invoice for surgery do you think he’ll get it you send him an invoice maybe he might he might be feeling generous let the men gash you up and go oh really hahaha thank you you’re nuts yeah they’re so silly what are great times to negotiate with your man when he actually there and paying attention uh-huh oh jr your role model isn’t in effect go what you’re role modeling effect you better go watch your role model and jr when meeting a man do you state your standards in the beginning yes i stated because i can if i if if i know they’ll meet them yup if if not i gotta wait on i gotta i gotta really see who they are some men are mysterious too i’m your favorite girl gal woman i’m not a gal i’m a woman sprinkle sprinkle um what if what use ea affiliate what if you have good sex and money damn are you a boy or a girl because okay it sound like a boy’s name well hopefully you’re generous with the money how how to hint a guy to ask you for a date if they want one they’ll ask you can’t be in a place of lack that’s true ways to make money from home do what you love and then put a price on it dude sell it online baby sprout sports actually i have a book that you can purchase called how to do what you love it is on amazon just put how to do what you love issue or star goddess and it should pop up a sprinkle sprinkle a roll about a buck on it why am i why compete with someone who’s not even there just make yourself hard to get but like a fantasy right huh if you got to go 50 50 then i might as well be single true issue if he was if he was a if he was a paraplegic i would and it wouldn’t get no check in yes okay but he got he got all limbs ain’t nothing wrong with them why you gotta go 50 50. sparkles work i went on a date with an old man with money and he said i was too young oh sorry you made him feel old his ex that left him at the altar is way prettier than me do i continue girl she left because she was way prettier duh buy smart sprinkles okay that’s why he know you ain’t gonna leave him at the altar ew that might not be a good thing sparks prank ways to create mystery and not be predictable do what you want when you want um maybe like not make plans and just be spontaneous like maybe make a plan to meet up somewhere and then be spontaneous from there um how can we get them to take us to the mall can that be a first or second date it can be a first or second date just find a nice restaurant next to the mall or sometimes they have them in the mall like not inside the mall but like adjacent to where you can walk to the mall from the nice restaurant or semi-nice restaurant the goal is the mall like where i live there’s lots of nice restaurants that connect to a mall or hotel that connects to a mall with shops and stuff go to the restaurant head to the mall right after i’m so full i need to walk it off i mean shop it off i mean walk it off you got to hold his hand though while you’re walking through that mall make him feel all good and masculine and yeah i got me a a cute young one and then you drag them into the store when you see something in the window that you really like oh my gosh i have to go try that on drag them up in there okay go try it on real quick you’re gonna be like you want it i’ll pay for it you say you don’t want to hold this quest to hand it’s gonna be more easy to get him to buy you something if you’re holding this quest to hand okay just put some baby powder on your hand like that put a thick layer of vaseline okay do what you got to do um you enticed a rich suitor to be your one mentor just to reel him in how do i get him to be my daddy without making it look intentional uh if he don’t want you girl i don’t know what to tell you so basically i would say you enticed to be your mentor girl why you wanted to be your mentor mentoring what what field i dropped everything for this life he texts me all the time [Music] he does just slowly show you’re interested in him look you know what i’m interested in myself you can have that in common if you’re interested in you and he’s interested in you then y’all already have something in common okay if he likes you work build on that any ideas to be in go outside for real i mean go outside walk around look drop something in their paths in an expensive store perhaps at a gas station next to their nice car who knows do you all do that at the gas station y’all circling the pump so you see the nicest car you go pull up next to it drop something preferably something that can roll [Music] hmm y’all are so silly why do i keep attracting 50 50 men am i not attractive enough i get told all the time i’m beautiful and i look expensive i’m at a loss kind of uh maybe because you look expensive and they think you can afford to pay your own stuff because obviously you have been i find that when you look as if you can’t afford your own stuff people want to level you up to the next level so you might want to tone it down look broke you know get you a synthetic wig and you know you know the ribs right um buzz at the wet and wild dollar tree makeup you know you go go to your purse to pull out your compact make sure it’s like the cheap brand of makeup and the basics be basic basic then they’ll say oh i can impress her and they won’t try to go fishing what does a grown man mango look like on 50 50 with a woman who can barely afford hair and makeup and drives a normal car you know think about that and if they’re asking you to do that then shoot they have no manners you see this was gifted to me this my sisters this is my cousins it’s my mama’s something my grandma’s she saved all her life for it something you say yo synthetic wig i know like you know but you know what i’m talking about the ones that you have to wear for a long long time instead of getting a new cheap one you know because there are some good synthetic wigs yes and that’s how easy they are to replace because you know they’re super cheap but i’m talking about one you holding on to for like a year or two yeah stick that on let’s see what happens the one that you wear daily i gotta help her i can’t ask her to pay for nothing she need all she’s gonna give and then you have to say then you have to throw in how much time you donate to you know um some type of charity like oh i spend time you know working at the the animal adoption center to help feed the animal you know you gotta make it seem like you give and give and give and don’t ever get so he ain’t gonna finish he’s not gonna come along and ask you for no nothing fifty percent of anything because you already given too much and don’t give to yourself is what it looks like but y’all look good look good enough to be wanted but not good enough to have been asked to go 50 50. you said you couldn’t do it as an experiment you should i mean if you have nothing to lose like pick somebody that you don’t have nothing to lose like okay let me see how i did work i mean try it on someone um i mean it’s there’s nothing to lose on a first date so in order to draft a high value man you look basically not too fast oh high value his is a high volume because she had him so great value um i don’t see high volume in it’s higher than me they might be great but they’re never higher than me when you say high value like to me it makes it seem like they’re over you or they’re higher than you they they ain’t higher than you you hire or the same now they may be greater than you but definitely not higher so because it’s mama higher here you go if he’s high his mama higher friends if he’s high his baby mama higher sprinkle sparkle you know what i’m saying um why are you a pisces you sound like it yep i i’m you know what i’m going to start laughing at when they start making t-shirts that say hi value man and the same letters that they as they print out great value on a generic walmart brand that’s what i’m gonna laugh at when they come out with that spoof of a term how to meet men that can pay your bills and move you into a nice area i’m tired of working a dead-end job i want the freedom to do it girl you know what you got to go do sprinkle sprinkle i think the answer is obvious if you wanted quick fast in a hurry you know the obvious answer come on down you a high value man shearer well what’s higher than high you are high value are you sure you’re not just why do like people can’t tell you how about you gotta put that word in front of your name like i’m a high value man that’s like saying an ink pen you got an ink pen y’all remember people used to say that in the olden days they gotta emphasize look like really there’s another type or you are i got a luxury bentley y’all know me i got a luxury bentley you want you want to ride in my luxury bentley it’s a luxury did i mention that it was cherry you sure it looks luxurious it’s high value bentley to me i got a high value you want to come take a breath um really do you know i think the term high value man was invented because man alone is simply now just negative you hear the word man [Music] you hear the word woman you got to put some in front of it now it’s so terrible i think that’s the real reason y’all ain’t yelling killer troops oh you know men has gotten a bad rap just even the name meh you have to put something in front of it now you can’t just leave it as man because people think of men they think of all the terrible things that we do and say and how we abandon our children and whatnot and let’s put high value in front of it just so that we can stop the negative stereotype sure why not we gonna look i’m gonna come up with the next i’m gonna put something in front of women goldie are you a high value man are you a golden woman well yes i am you should be able to cover that since you’re so high value if not then move out of the way so the higher value man could come through okay goldie and women remember 800 miles remember gold digging women okay you didn’t ran 800 miles was you at least running for a cause did you have a t-shirt on with your sponsored or something come on yourself for charity what you did okay you must have one of them um pedal meters you’ve been adding them up all year keeping track is that one of your bragging points when you go out on a date i run 800 miles last year so i drove 800 miles last year start running what the only thing i’m gonna be running from is look i ain’t gonna say it if you see me running run two baby run two spark sprinkle if you see me running you better start running too that’s all i’m gonna tell you sprinkles okay and there’s my explanation she’s a runner she’s a drugstore hey guy invited you to dinner it was 1 40. he was 40 short girl he sent the money back to the restaurant after two days how to avoid what i hope y’all are young first of all i hope you’re young because if that happened with any man over 27 years old you need to call his mama and talk tell her about herself for raising him to be like that smart sprinkle your husband watching reappeal mgtow content non-stop talking about it he sound like he hates women what should i do cut him off in the bed spring sprinkle no sex no mo evil bye see how much you like women in normal sex period done get you a onesie you know them christmas ones that they sell at target around winter time zip it up sleep in the fetal position so he can’t unzip it sparkles he ain’t getting no mo go on strike stop clicking stop cleaning don’t watch his dirty draws and you done period period oh you don’t like women almost okay glad to know i’m coming out the closet here you go cut them all off it’s gonna change super quick i promise you why would any woman be dating a motherish clown if dude is talking men going their own way send him on his way exactly you know those type of men really don’t want to go their own way it’s it’s more of a confidence boost for them to make it seem like they have other options or that they have some type of power and authority it’s just a temporary fix they know once you cut them off they’re gonna be back they’re big so carly loves baby carly bluff um next time you say something crazy to you mark it down every week every time you say something crazy there’s a whole another week of being on strike from everything and don’t tell them either until the third week you’re like okay you working on week four huh um [Music] a guy invited me to dinner oh yeah you told me girl how to avoid this type of risk make sure he can afford more than that you know like you know see what kind of car he drives what kind of job he has he should have more than 140 dollars if he has a decent driving car [Music] sprinkle sprinkle my potential sugar daddy hasn’t text you all day until right now tell me something good should i respond yeah yeah you should say there’s a sale at my favorite online store i’ve already got all the things in the checkout waiting on you surprised i tried to date a man 30 plus years older and he paid a little but how do i get more [Music] um make sure he got the money to get first i’ve never met or asked if my breasts were real you never met a man asked if your breast was real and wanted to see in person i said in your dreams he said what can he do to make it a reality what should i ask for girl nothing don’t even entertain that that’s stupid first of all men don’t care if they real or fake number two if he’s asking how to make his dream a reality on feeling on your boobs he just skipped all the respect for you don’t respond i say i would say you can start over with some respect well sir you can start over with some respect if a man works seven days a week barely calls you should i cut him off we planned a date this weekend but he barely caused our tech girl if he forgot you he forgot your baby his work is more important obviously you can’t date somebody like that because their career is more important than you okay you’re just a second thought why because if you’re if you’re dealing with somebody that works a lot you have to be very especially if they like what they do you have to be someone who is worth taking the time off from to stop earning money from like you got to be worth it if you’re not worth it then you ain’t they don’t forget because they’re enjoying their work more than they would be enjoying a date with you because obviously there’s nothing too special okay now you get the right type of person no you’re gonna be taken off early would you recommend an 18 year old to use your advice if they need it sprinkle sprinkle first of all if they if they’re if they found my videos they obviously need it because they searched for it unless it just popped up on suggested but if they were searching for something they might need it you said i like my man super busy your uncle works all the time and made lunch plans because he works late at the farm she dropped me up yup everyone in my circle is a six figure or better no crumb bums just add him on your instagram and post more seriously what i’m pretty much done with talking to anybody on instagram and people crazy unless that 18 year old wishes to throw away a valuable gift of youth what y’all are so stealing are you talking about your main dude huh oh heck now main dude don’t get no instagram probably jesus james is busy working after time he’s less likely to have energy for sex a huge win y’all silly so if we look good we what we really i was so happy i always felt ugly until i seen sexy man watching him good for her y’all are so silly you know what i think um people on instagram or facebook or social media um i don’t know if people are taking them seriously or not you don’t take people as serious online as you do in person have james ever made me cry have i ever made james cry of course we’ve been together for so many years i’ve made him cry he’s made me cry does it matter what a man drive some man with money drive toyota’s well i won’t be riding in that toyota i’m look that’s his work car just get around car when you’re gonna pick me up i can’t get in on toyota you better have something else that you take women out in you know you can afford a different car and you know you’re not going to get no toyota i didn’t get dressed this i didn’t get up put all this makeup and hair on and looking cute just sitting on excuse me forgive me if you have a toyota but if you’re rich i didn’t do all this to go get in somebody’s toyota sprinkle sprinkle so if we look good we really want rich men at a fancy restaurant bar but look if they coming over to you they like you hey see what it’s about see when i was young i never tried too hard i just showed up and was just being cute and being myself if they wanted to come over they came over they didn’t they didn’t that’s that’s how i kind of did it i didn’t try too hard you know what i’m saying i was just who i was and just like this sometimes i play stupid and dumb and innocent sometimes i play it mysterious just depends on the type of man that i size them up to be what will work for me that’s all it wasn’t that hard i just showed up looking good the rest was pretty much just being who i am which is unapologetically me knowing what i want having confidence they don’t like it oh well that’s that’s just how i went up um when someone was like hey how are you this is how i was you said doesn’t i told y’all i’m not going to get no toyota sprinkle sparkle you better rent a car didn’t i just tell you that unless unless unless you know you own a toilet true dealership now current you say it’s okay if i make two hundred thousand dollars but i draw the honestly it’s fine you know some people try to stay low profile but you also need a car to take a woman out and some women are embarrassed to get out of a car that’s worse than hers sprinkle sprinkle so you better have your date car too look drive your low profile car around bring out the nice car on the day come on that’s that that would be the same thing as you asking a beautiful woman out and she showed up looking basic with some sweatpants on okay no come in a nice car get your car together get you another car for taking women out and you know drive your honda to work all day long put the miles on the honda bring out the nice car when you go on a date women dress up they spend money they put on makeup perfume they love high heels they could be a hobo and come out looking like who did it and why and sitting yo who did it in one honda even though they have all these nice sexy clothes in their closet okay do what you got to do i’m tired of people trying to do that you got all that money go buy you a nice car or at least rent want to borrow one for tonight okay get you a limo town car something he said those are the ones that get played the most you said you just cheat well the woman gonna be cheap with her looks where are we going you were picking me up in a honda where we going appleweed okay hold on let me get my my hoodie my sweat my sweats on i’ll meet you outside oh is it okay i forgot to brush my teeth what are you picking me up in a honda well what do i how am i supposed to look you’re looking i’ll keep getting dressed to step out of a hundred no don’t go together sorry yo i wish you would go call me an uber in a nicer car for that shoot bye even though i don’t take uber i might think about him he said that’s not fair though i know it ain’t fair it’s not fair that women gotta run 800 miles it ain’t fair that women gotta spend hundreds of dollars on makeup and hair and nails and shoes and clothes and all sorts of things either but we be doing it i’m sure our monthly beauty bill is more than your honda civic bill car now sprinkle sprinkle get you a nice car you too old to be walling around in a honda civic on dates and if your mama didn’t tell you i did could you imagine the disappointment when you go to pick up a woman you she went from he might be the one that he sure ain’t the one he’s not the one so you can get a nice car and still not break the bank you sure can just get something that she’ll won’t be embarrassed to be seen getting out of okay there you go wow hondas are nice though japanese cars last the longest i appreciated practical man really well then you might be the one yeah i need to get the cable sprinkle sprinkle women don’t need to only western feminists women in the matrix are small percentages in the world huh look let me tell y’all something i have more respect for my my kids because i drop them off to school my kids told me mom you need to get another car what are you going to upgrade this was like before i got my the car that i have now okay did my kids say that my car needed to upgrade to be for them to be dropped off at school then i know anybody you taking out any woman you’re taking out feels the same way okay you fit the matrix i don’t care the matrix the matrix however you don’t pronounce it it’s still the same and whatever my tricks matrix my tricks whatever it’s still the same you need a better car and the matrix do you see them driving beat up cars on the matrix movies no they at least get the nice car you don’t see no beat up honda or no old honda civic on the matrix they got nice cars and nice clothes and nice sunglasses over let me get the worst since i’m going to be in the matrix today i’m not saying it’s the worst but what i’m saying is they go you’re going to be here you might as well be here you know what i’m saying be your own purpose if you gonna be here there you go you said on the matrix they had classy old beat up cars too mm-hmm so anyway y’all know i just i sometimes i just you know making y’all laugh but a honda is fine look for the first and last date spark sparkle mm-hmm you said most doctors are no drive hybrid toyotas then you probably you’re fine i’m sure they have their other car at home too okay i’m sure they have their other car at home i used to get i used to go to hospitals all the time they got photographs of their cars up in their office they got their honda keys on drip on the desk because that’s they drive to work because they come they they got all their uh hospital germs on them and their hospital car and they keep all their change of clothes in there they got a work car and their play card because they can afford it i saw this dude had a picture of his sports car up on his wall he was a doctor like that was his girlfriend or something you said yep they got a boat they got a second home a lot of them and they got a second or third car and then they have their work car but i’m i’m i’m i’m done talking about cars look if you want to drive a honda if you think that’s impressive then great at the same time don’t like maybe the type of woman that you’re searching for is someone who sees the same thing sees how you see you know that could be a good thing don’t i’m just saying a lot of women probably want a little bit more you know luxury your daughter hates that you’re dating a bbw what should i do um i mean i don’t think that’s any of your daughter’s business but i don’t know you have to you have to explain to her why you’re dating a bbw maybe that will help her it’s like why are you dating a bbw taxi i mean um holiday i can’t cook um tell her the truth she not she paid me uh she got uh she won same reason um tell her the truth whatever the reason is tell her then maybe she’ll get it all right mm-hmm that’s all i can get look come on tell it why do you care about what your daughter thinks exactly well technically she is i don’t even know what this is all these letters you guys don’t have to translate it and break it down because i don’t know do slim thick women get the same treatment as size 44 through 6. i don’t know like size four through six not in the same category that you are miniature petite or toss and skinny you know what i’m saying like you’re not here’s what i would say you’re not um regular everyday woman you’re either tiny or tall and skinny see you slim thick in the sun oh god yeah slim thick how tall are you gotta also think about that height if you’re tall slim thick is different on tall people it’s like where you thick at though like i’m tall but i ain’t thick in certain areas super size okay you just tell it that’s what turn you on and you go oh well you five three you short are you short that is short [Music] i’m tall yes [Music] you see your daughter is your baby you care what you think plus she knows the kind of things i do with them all i know is you’re a grown man if you killed your daughter think then listen to her if you don’t then continue on with what you’re doing there you go sprinkle spring i mean that’s what you want to hear [Music] how do you handle jealousy from other women i don’t know other women i don’t know no other women besides my family members um like seriously i don’t know too many other women this has a family like i don’t deal with other women that’s how it’s my family um the answer is i don’t deal with them sprinkle sprinkle i know men who love short women very tally okay you five two boy you lied 350 muscles pounds of muscle and five two you may how are you going to be 5-2 um i have no women friends okay let me ask you a question could you if you’re a woman could you be my friend just think about it for two seconds you said yes i could y’all saying yes [Music] that’s so sweet i’m actually like if i was your personal friend i’m actually i had the same uh sense of humor mm-hmm you said you want to be my friend and you know what i i think i’m too lazy and self-centered to have like friends [Music] um and i’m gonna tell you the real reason okay i have a family and i have to make three other people happy to live with oh i don’t need to do i don’t need a fourth one okay so that’s another reason why a lot of women who are you know married with children don’t have a lot of friends unless they purposely make it their you know business to have friends but like i gotta worry about my kids my i got pets uh james myself and then here comes somebody else like okay you didn’t call me back you didn’t text me back you don’t care i don’t care because i got too much to do i got three businesses to run i got cats and dogs i got kids i got a husband i got a house i got a youtuber i don’t have time for friends literally like and sometimes when you have um so many other things as a priority a friend may feel as if they are low on your priority list because um you have so many other things in front of them so that that one of the reasons why i would be a terrible friend because i have so much on my list so my friend would definitely feel neglected my friend would definitely feel low on the priority list because i have so many other things that i have to be doing so if you want me as your friend you’re gonna be on last on the list just look you gonna get a birthday card on christmas did i miss your birthday um because that’s why she were real friends would understand that though i know but i feel like i wouldn’t want somebody sitting around waiting on me like go and be free you know what i’m saying look i’d rather somebody go and be free who do you talk to when you need a friend my kids mm-hmm you said you were real fearing and you wouldn’t understand see that sometimes it’s not that it’s just like if you’re if you’re a person and people are tugging you 18 different ways and you are signing up to get tugged a whole nother way it’s kind of like that what what when what when your kids leave the house i think y’all my kids ain’t leaving no house at 18. it’s four things that would be a miracle but i doubt that they will most people wish oh my goodness my kids have their stuff together to leave the house at 18. you’re right but you know if they do i still have their phone numbers if they answer hey um i don’t know when they’ll leave but i’m sure it’s not going to be anytime soon what if they leave for college they’re i don’t think my kids are going to leave to go to college they might go to local college i don’t think they’re going to go off to college unless they have some type of scholarship okay mm-hmm china i never work unless it’s for what all about one of my friends are needy and negative better off without them but they aren’t still young sure what do you wear what you what do you wear for your no makeup look lots of makeup wear a lot of makeup or nothing no makeup look fancy baby fancy oh and this is this lipstick is called unbothered by level of cosmetics and it comes in a little container like this it is a really pretty dude i sell it on my level of cosmetics store level up cosmetics dot us type in unbothered on the search and this lipstick will pilot um get it in your mind first you are genuinely no you’re a prize and you’re a prize at any size right mm-hmm blah blah blah blah blah so your girls are college students saving money at home they have their own rooms bathroom etc yeah i agree i understand that it’s difficult to give your attention to someone else and keep your priorities i only have one real friend and she and we both do not associate with all the fake friends true should you buy a man a drink or is that bigger should you buy a mana drink if you’re more manly than his sure why not i don’t think that’s a good move but you i don’t think that’s a good boost like call me old fashioned but i don’t think that’s a good move if there’s free drinks that’s different story if it’s open bar there’s i don’t know it’s like you’re not buying nothing so are you gonna offer at the open bar would you like a drink but nope okay i’m about to i’m about to wrap this up so did james like me better when i was smaller or bigger i don’t know did you hey you just popped in both my concern is also my parents were and are so great worked hard for my college education and loved me so much i’m their world but dad racist sad to say but true oh y’all talking to each other my sister hates that i’m dating a pog i don’t even know that he is and she tried to beat her up after she found out her pit name for me if i knew what that was then i might be able to answer your question or comment on it but i don’t know what that is um i have never bought a man a drink good for you oh okay thank you for clearing that up who cares that you can buy one now so everybody could be one sprinkle sprinkle if you can buy who cares they still you can get silicone inserts with special uh undergarments uh-huh good for you she said she calls you black blue one i sound good you like it i love it baby sprinkle sprinkle over mm-hmm uh-huh y’all are funny and silly look as much plastic surgery and implants and fake tans and wigs that’s going around you can’t tell what’s what anymore you might be dating somebody bleached with a nose job you don’t even know smoke sprinkles you don’t know what you’re dating these days sheila can you bring james the girl james gone downstairs i think you don’t know what you dating these days everybody is fake news these days fake news she said she heard me in dingo well you know i mean it’s nice that you’re fulfilling her fantasy like that you say you can’t tell who literally you pretty who real who fake you might as well enjoy what you’re getting could you date a provider who was transgender like a bruce jenner like bruce jenner hmm i’d rather than be more androgynous than transgender because then we could share clothes but still have the masculine and feminine thing going like you know but still um i don’t think i would be married to them for the specific reason that you would think somebody would marry did you guys hear a few years back about the chinese man who sued his wife for having a little baby oh cuz she had plastic surgery oh dang could you date a man that’s missing a his front tooth um why is he missing the front tooth did it never grow in i i need the back story did he get in the fight defending defending me like how did the truth get knocked out i need the story tell me the story because you know that might change my view he said he would have to get it fixed he said it’s a hard no i know it if it’s a good story if he i was defending you know michael jackson’s honor maybe i was defending a child maybe i was defending my cat maybe i was defending my mother maybe knocked out playing basketball nope that’s why they make mouth guards why are you playing sports where your mouth guard bye um just kidding do they have a replacement too they got a replacement tool he said he had to get it fixed why are y’all laughing you said teeth gone from drugs yeah um how you are self made bossy or how do you fix your relationship with social media and media how to fix your relationship what do you mean how to fix my relationship with social media like how to be on social media more is that what you mean um defending mj for real like he’s like so bad about empty would you say i’m not like um y’all are so silly [Music] mm-hmm honestly it wouldn’t matter to me as long as they treated me right and gave me everything that i need and considered getting the two fixed if they’re gonna be super social and want to take me out in public maybe you gonna sit at home and nobody gonna see us together whistle through your gap i don’t care okay so i don’t have anything fake in me yet maybe but my think faker okay hopefully he’s i tried you say you tired of your you’re so [Music] stealing i can’t do that i’m fantastic what you’re 24 your parents are 42 would you still recommend dating men 55 plus your parents was young um well you’re 24 i don’t know how much your parents earn i just i think maybe you should go for whatever you can go for and get the most out of that’s in your comfort range because you know i’m very extreme and plus when i met you know james he lied about his age so it wasn’t even really my fault you know what i’m saying but after i found out oh well you know too late now didn’t find out for a long time so that’s why so check that driver’s license okay does james watch red pill channels i don’t think so if he did he’ll get shut down super quick fast and in a hurry why did i trust him after he lied so much because he was paying all my bills and i never trusted him i trusted the bill who’s gonna be paid though sprinkles y’all know that shoot you know trust is like you don’t trust everything about a person you trust what they are going to you trust what you know they gonna do i trust that them business don’t get paid there you go when words are spoken i don’t trust those words but i trust them build being paid friends that’s i mean trust is not the same thing for everything so a lot of people think oh if you trust somebody you trust everything they do 100 no i trust bill begin paid i trust this i trust that i don’t trust this i don’t trust that you can be picky with your trust my niece is a hairdresser that okay here what what would you do if james comes to you with red peel bs laugh in his face record it so i could laugh again later spruce marker um okay sure sometimes i feel like i’m losing him any advice on how to act what when it happens let them go let it go let it go you can’t lose something if you let it go you hold it onto something so tight you’re gonna be so focused on trying to keep it that when you set it down you ain’t gonna remember where you put it at just let it go let it go remember it’s holding somebody hostage if you gotta keep a leash on them you know like if i let rico outside with no leash and he runs out the front door he gonna be right back as soon as he gets thirsty or hungry okay or hot or his legs don’t hurt okay you don’t need no leash dog know where they leave i mean what you gonna do no you can’t come back dog all right dog come on come on back get in your cage bye you see it free rico rico cage be open he can walk out anytime he likes to sleep in there it’s like his little cave you say your bbw addiction is ruining your relationship with your daughters what should i do um well date a skinny woman and then they the other woman and then the skinny woman is just your friend the big woman is your girlfriend i don’t know what to tell you say you like what you like there you go y’all are silly you said but you love the plumpers well then go marry one and she can’t tell you nothing after that okay we go step mama bye okay then she’s going to be nice because she’s going to try to stay in your wheel and [Music] that’s the best thing you can do i’m trying to tell you you marry one all of a sudden the power shift will occur and she’s gonna be extra nice huh hello her hair don’t forget about me well she probably gonna die first if she that big so i don’t know spring sprinkle unless she roll over on top of you and you can’t breathe in the middle of the night then you know never know do you think being being too affectionate with boyfriend but only sometimes is a bad thing huh i don’t know like i’m too old like when you’re young that’s fun but if he’s not enjoying it like you are it’s probably too much for him look i’m gonna tell you what to do with with your big bbws or your ss bbws get on uh get online hire somebody to film you and your bb uh woman how y’all spend the day and then submit it to my 600 pound life exactly the goddess get your own tv show y’all know they always have a boyfriend running errands and bringing food come on your daughter be like oh i can be on tv um her suffocating me with her wei


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